Please..Please everyone...Please stop thinking about hurting yourself or about how your life is messed up... I do not know you IRL or the troubles you face... But I love you. I care about you. I weep when I see how broken and depressed you are... Please, if you are thinking about harming yourself, do something that isn't permanent. Snap a rubber band on your wrist, punch a pillow furiously, tear up paper, write an angry letter and rip it up and throw it in the trash. Something that won't hurt you or endanger your life. I don't want to see a journal in a few days saying that one of my friends is dead and their account will be deactivated. Please think about this... Hurting yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please don't do that. You are loved, you are cared about, you are wanted.