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((Mature content for self-harming.

I would like to field that issue here and now.
I would like you to understand how Nyssa was beaten and abused for as long as she can remember even still she is mocked for who she is and how she is.
Without a parent she was never taught how to deal with emotions and stuff properly.
SHE HAS NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH EMOTIONS.
That and the bad past made her emotionally unstable to say the least something that stays hidden behind her aggressive nature.
That makes her relationship with Ardor and Jess weird to her anyway and she can't understand it or the way she feels.

THEN ADD RESPAWNING
Nyssa can respawn as part of her "Shoura" title and she will do until Malgroth is dead.
So since that happened she has gotten into the habit of cutting herself when she has lapses in her 'stability'.
It's not uncommon to find her hidden away stabbing at her hands and arms calling herself a "monster" or "freak"
She just feels worse with the ability to respawn and like she wants to die but she can't.))
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:icongary3-6-9:
~Gary3-6-9 Feb 3, 2013  Student General Artist
Wow..... I wander if she'll ever feel better about it..... She has support now - it must do SOMETHING!
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:iconeszmerreldasereais:
~EszmerreldaSereais Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Me: ...... *lowers my head and hides my wrist behind my back* .......
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~aveture Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I hope she grows out of that terrible habit.
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:iconask-creeps-and-lanky:
((I imagine it went relatively unnoticed because of the whole "Respawning back as normal" thing (Apart from death scars if they're bad enough) until she is 18 when she starts getting really depressed sometimes and actually kills herself a couple of times (Only to respawn) is when th recovery process truly starts...))
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:iconaceaces:
Hopefully with enough time and help with her new found friends, she will learn how to deal with emotions and be able to lean new ones!
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:iconspeciesunkn0wn:
Ardor? Nyssa's a cutter...anyone know of a Enderman/woman therapist?
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:iconask-creeps-and-lanky:
((Wait was that aimed at Ardor or are you asking about him?))
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:iconspeciesunkn0wn:
asking about him.
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:iconask-creeps-and-lanky:
((Well what about him? ))
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